life has to go on...

Hello, my beloved 05s71…
I will try to keep this blog going cos u k know more abt my life though now I am not wif u …this blog may become the connection btw me and hci…..

Actually have written three times alr..but none of them k successful publish..don know why…hoping this one k be published…

For the first few days in Vj, it was really terrible..i didn’t go for the orientation coz I cant stand the pain tt when I looked at them doing the vj cheers..and so far I refuse to sing the vj school songs…the feeling is just like taking one part out of u, then force another into u …It hurts..

Anyway, life has to go on...the wound take time to heal… now what I always do is to tell myself don think too much., just do whatever I have to do now…catchin up wif the school work..sigh..

I don feel like I want to go class outing wif the new class..nobody want to talk much..or hardly k find a topic to talk..my class is mainly second intakers…everybody still feel very attached to their own class…everybody don want to talk much…which is good…coz I don want to talk much also….

On Wednesday, went back to hwa chong, the class bench…sitting on the bench….looking at the familiar faces… feelin great…

I really miss everybody…everybody…everybody..

想回到过去…..