Monday, April 04, 2005

monday..so seh..

It’s a rainy day again…wondering why always rain on the east coast side..everyday is raining…

So seh …todae is a long day..until 5 ..wow..many people pon alr…me also..poning P.E.haha….

Had a really great time on Sat.. the classouting…seeing kaiqian,huixuan,mischelle,Charlene and all the guys....and also the second intakers lar…try to rmb the names…en..shiru,jocelin..en the guys,haha..sry..bad memory for names…the newprints experience is really fun..everybody squeeze..haha..

yesterday move to a new rm in hostel..now living in 6th floor, haha, can see the sea everyday..only a bit of it..

got to go..still have make up lessons…sigh..nvm..jiayou for everybody…

Thursday, March 31, 2005

life has to go on...

Hello, my beloved 05s71…
I will try to keep this blog going cos u k know more abt my life though now I am not wif u …this blog may become the connection btw me and hci…..

Actually have written three times alr..but none of them k successful publish..don know why…hoping this one k be published…

For the first few days in Vj, it was really terrible..i didn’t go for the orientation coz I cant stand the pain tt when I looked at them doing the vj cheers..and so far I refuse to sing the vj school songs…the feeling is just like taking one part out of u, then force another into u …It hurts..

Anyway, life has to go on...the wound take time to heal… now what I always do is to tell myself don think too much., just do whatever I have to do now…catchin up wif the school work..sigh..

I don feel like I want to go class outing wif the new class..nobody want to talk much..or hardly k find a topic to talk..my class is mainly second intakers…everybody still feel very attached to their own class…everybody don want to talk much…which is good…coz I don want to talk much also….

On Wednesday, went back to hwa chong, the class bench…sitting on the bench….looking at the familiar faces… feelin great…

I really miss everybody…everybody…everybody..

想回到过去…..

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

A new blog on this special day

very regetted that started to keep a blog so late!!!
finally realised that having a blog is very important after all these things happened around me!!!
so sad today,after reading kai qian's blog!!cry twice(and i didn't cry even when i left my family when i came here) !!sigh!!
当我们失去的时候才会发现它特别珍贵.really love the class!!really want to stay as 05s71.
thanks for hongli comforting me!!it is what u say that make me cry, u know!!

现在才明白有多么的舍不得这个班。everybody.
自从来到这里,经历了一遍又一遍的分离,和好朋友,和家人。每次心都会很痛,尽管每次都不会哭,希望他们看着自己开开心心的走。然后便在check in后强忍泪水,对着自己说要坚强一点。但是这一次,无论怎么对自己说,眼泪还是一样的掉下来。唉!!

曾经有个朋友对我说认识一个人需要一天,忘记一个人需要一年,想念一个人需要一辈子。相识的两个月已经让我不能忘记大家,God, let us stay as 05s71!!!

to those feeling sad(Including me): 相信所有安慰都只是安慰,有些事情发生了,留下了伤口,是很难一下子愈合的。难过的时候闭上眼睛,一秒一秒地数数,痛苦也会一秒一秒地过去!!相信一切都会好起来的!!!

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雨后的城市寂寞又狼狈路边的座位它空着在等谁
我拉住时间它却不理会有没有别人跟我一样很想被安慰
风停了又吹我忽然想起谁
天亮了又黑我过了好几岁心暖了又灰世界
有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类
爱收了又给我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎我们有几次机会去追
不晓得为什么爱又稀少又昂贵
云在半空中被微风剪碎
回忆也许美可是正在飞走对不对
(回忆不会飞走的,cos our story never end...............)